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Please dont pretend like im not there, like i never meant anything to you, like i dont exsist anymore. I would like to talk to you and i would like very desperately if you talked to me. So please talk to me. I want us to be close and it really hurts inside that you no longer bother to say hi. I apologise for saying this, but i want it to be said so here it is.

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i wish i could just be happy

i mean, i can. its pretty easy; i just need to start feeling happy for what i have and maybe try to hang out with my friends and stuff. But thats all i can think of. it doesn’t feel like true hapiness. i have a friend, a true friend, but she’s the only one and she doesn’t even go to the same school. i guess i feel lonely or something. that feeling sucks pretty bad and i don’t know what to do about it. i try not to be open to people unless i really know them and they’re like me or can help me with stuff. there are people id like to be my friends. one person, i kind of blew it with because we sort of liked eachother and then rushed into a relationship together and then broke up. it didnt even last a month. i hope one day we can start over because i would much rather be her friend than her girlfriend right now. she’s going through stuff i’d like to know about and help with if i can. there’s another person┬áthats going to something im going through too. i don’t even know if theres one person out there who she trusts completely. she looks happy on the outside but it isn’t true, i dont think. i’d like her to trust me but she hardly notices me and i never know what to say to people. i have a group of friends at school, sure, but they don’t care, nor do they actually know me. Maybe they do want to help me but they can’t relate and the truth is i would have an extremely hard time talking to them anyways. im starting to get that feeling where i want everyone i know to read this but also dont because i dont want anyone to know how i feel. i wish someone would just break the jar that contains my feelings and be my best friend and make me feel important and stuff like that but its not going to happen and i cant make it so thats why i post things on tumblr.

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Of course i miss you

You were the second most important person in my life, but i guess i had you too short of a time to care too much about it. I mean, thats why i think about you; because you were important to me. And when you think about someone who doesnt think about you back it can be pretty sad.

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officialtwistedsmile:

oh my god can i live here?

officialtwistedsmile:

oh my god can i live here?

(Source: guyinfrontofyou, via selfish-intr0vert)

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